I could never actually hate him, but wtf?-meany head

Andy is such an asshole. Okay, not really, he is actually a really awesome guy. It is just, well we went out in, for like two weeks, then broke up, and I could not even tell you the day we started going out, the month, or the year for that matter. All I know is, when we broke up we both wanted to still be friends, and we still are! Which is awesome, no complaints. Except for this summer, when he told me I would never get married. I mean, yeah I used to joke about it all of the time before that, saying I could never marry a person, and could never raise a child. Those jokes have become reality. I bring Andy up in this, because whenever I am with him he finds an imperfection of mine and points it out. If I am so terrible at life, I do not see why he asked me out in the first place! Fine, he is right, I do agree with him that I have a hard time committing to someone (I have my reasons), and I am not the best person to come to if you need to feel better, I am not a compassionate person for people’s feelings, that is just me. I am about getting stuff done for me, and for people that I work for, that is it. I hate to say it, but I am sour towards relationships, I do not think I have ever had one successful relationship in my life. But he does not have to point it out to me, that is enough to make a girl cry. To know you will be lonely for the rest of your life.